Procrastination. The thing I am best at / struggle most with.

My homepage is ZenHabits.net and for good reason.  For anyone reading this, I suggest that you visit that site if you're looking for uplifting, simplistic, yet realistic ways to handle your life.  This is an excerpt out of today's post that honestly couldn't describe my overwhelming procrastination problem better.

• Fear. Procrastination is often about fear — fear of failure, fear of success, self-doubts. But we don’t often know that this fear is even there — we just act on the fear. Fears, once we’re aware of them, can be beaten by the light of day. When we see fears out in the open, in the light, we can see they’ve been overblown in our minds. The worst-case scenario of failure is often not that bad when we really think about it.

(This Calvin and Hobbes panel is the epitome of my life)

For anyone interested, click here for the page of "Best of Zen Habits" posts.  It's a good starting point.

I told Dave to stop making fun of me for being curious.

I like asking questions. There's a lot I don't know and I'm not gunna pretend I know.

Why should I? That won't get me anywhere.

So the other day while I was feeling like total crap and spending the entire day

sitting on the couch watching Christmas movies (nothing wrong with that), I randomly decided to stray from browsing the "free" listings on Craigslist to check out what the jobs in the education field had to offer.... just at random. I wasn't expecting anything, really. Then I saw a listing posted that appeared to be promising and kind of what I've been looking for. I almost didn't apply. Honestly, I didn't think it'd do anything but I followed through with it and sent an e-mail with my cover letter, resume, and philosophy of teaching. Within 2 hours I got a call back asking me to come in for an interview the following day. REALLY? For real, that wasn't expected at all. So, today, I went on an interview and was hired on the spot.... and there were people still left to interview! I'm the shit. FYB.

Also, I just cleaned out my Gmail inbox with more than 2300 e-mails just sitting around in my inbox for no reason. Now, there are zero e-mails in my inbox. Ahhhhh, that is refreshing. It's nice to have my e-mail cleaned up 'cuz that shit was annoying. Good, great, grand, wonderful.

MTTW shout out from Lou SOIA.

This made my day.

My best friend is pretty cool.

Dave packed my lunch for me, wrote me a note, and got me a present. I am very grateful to have someone so awesome as my best friend.

No one said it was gunna be easy.

But I'm not afraid to try.

You Most Certainly Can't Roast a Marshmallow atop a Stove in Florida.

It's really the little things in life that most people take for granted that make me the most happy. Just stupid little stuff.... tonight it's that fact that I have the ability to roast a marshmallow on top of my gas stove and have the luxury of making a s'more at my convenience.

....That and kettle corn.

What an under appreciated, underrated slightly sweet, slightly salty mixture of pure delight popped to perfection.

Also, good new music on the stereo. It's nice to have something fresh to throw into my constant rotation.

Lastly, I have good friends. But that's nothing I didn't already know. And it's most certainly something that I appreciate every day.

Now that I have finished my bag of popcorn, I am going to sip on some ginger ale and find a movie to watch in the only non-muggy part of my house; my room.